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X. Alexandria and Canopus
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lights upon the water, flutes and sistra floating pleasure-barges, palaces beside the dim canal
summon up once more those shadowed walls summon up once more that sun-baked brick summon up that fantastic brazen sea
the delta a moving sheet of molten silver the boat a burning ladle suspended from the muted dome of the leaden sky into a crucible of shimmered heat wherein we must bake and burn and slowly wither at the hands of fire and water and air. the city when it appeared was like a sunken mass of glowing coals the islands fiery embers in the heat-haze of the river
who has not seen his private dream his most elaborate fantasy of love mirrored in these symbolic waters? the emperor's arm was round antinous as they glided to the landing-stage hidden behind their silken purple curtains. 'welcome to alexandria' he said as he kissed the boy
the city stands at the precarious wavering edge where land and water combine and sand-banks daily shift where sudden visions and overwhelming ecstacies cast down the solid foundation teetering on the razor's edge dividing time from eternity in one huge wash
in the magic library illuminated papyri touched by aesthetic trembling hands burst the grasp of temporality blaze before the emperor's initiate eyes. across the waters of the echoing canal you may hear those songs and psalms sung here for a thousand years in praise of great osiris, isis, seth
antinous' deep eyes are turned to watch canopean revellers entranced by wine and sex and fragrant blossom the scent of egyptian spices on the air floating down the blue canal to a long evening's revelry his lovely limbs enswathed in a spangled veil
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'she will be treated with respect' the emperor later wrote, remembering alexandria. 'let no hands divorced from piety approach her firm yet fragile sensuality. breathe softly on that flickering flame. watch in the magic mirror the features of the acolyte transformed worshipping her triumphant strength upon his shapely trembling knees (so kneeled the beautiful youth). accept what she most bountifully gives, enter the sentient flame, in a fiery conflagration shoot across those mystic dancing waters
'alexandria alexandria! consummate mistress of the world of form, perfect dream founded in reality where he and i became a single living entity. you stand at the edge of chaos you tamed the beasts of canopus you paid the flesh its due. you dance upon the depth you leap the seething gulf of nescience the blight is held beyond your boundaries. in each others arms and in your arms we fixed our longings in one pure marble form and made our love a deathless living thing'
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Note: The painting is 'The Consummation of Empire' by the American artist Thomas Cole.
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